
Energy
Flows Where Attention Goes
~James
Redfield
Every
Thought is a Spell, Every Word is a Portal
What
if I told you that you're just one step away from unlocking the
ability to attract anything into your life, but there's an invisible
saboteur inside you that's keeping it from happening? You've tried
everything, meditating, affirming, visualizing. You felt that wave of
power and thought, "This is it." But a day or two later, it
all falls apart. The anxiety returns. The frustration consumes you.
And you're right back to square one.
This
cycle isn't your fault. It was designed to keep you stuck. I'm not
going to give you yet another positive thinking technique. I'm going
to hand you the key to deactivate that inner saboteur. A secret kept
for millennia, attributed to the ancient Egyptian god Thoth. A
technique so powerful that it doesn't just raise your vibration, it
keeps it from dropping again. What I'm about to reveal will change
the way you interact with reality forever.
This
wasn't supposed to be revealed, but if you found this post, it's
because you're ready. Before you ever learned what a bill was, before
you cared about what others thought of you, before you even
understood the concept of past and future, there was a state of
absolute purity. Try to remember, not with your mind, but with your
body, the feeling of being a very small child. Your essential nature
wasn't anxiety, doubt, or lack. It was pure curiosity, joy without
reason, full presence in every moment. You didn't worry about
tomorrow. You lived the now with an intensity most adults have
forgotten. That is your factory setting, your original state.
We
weren't born to struggle. We were born as beings of extremely high
frequency in direct resonance with the flow of life itself. In that
state there is no separation between desire and manifestation. It is
a natural process like feeling thirsty and finding water. There is no
concept of making things happen because everything simply happens
through us.
Once
upon a time we were open channels for the universe's creative energy
and reality shaped itself around us with an ease we'd now call magic.
But it wasn't magic. It was just our primal nature in action. That
memory isn't poetic fantasy. It's a record that still pulses in every
cell of your body. That feeling of longing for a home you can't quite
name. That sense that something important was lost along the way.
That's the echo of your original nature calling you back.
Every
ancestral tradition on this planet, without exception, speaks about
this state. The Vedic rishis described it as satyananda, the union of
existence consciousness and bliss. Taoist masters called it
'following the effortless flow of the Tao'. It's the living truth of
who you are buried under the weight of the world.
But
somewhere along the journey that connection was sabotaged. As we grew
the loud, fearful voice of the world started shouting louder than the
quiet wisdom of our heart. We were taught to identify with our
limitations, with our names, our jobs, our problems. Unity gave way
to separation. We started to believe the lie that we were fragile,
isolated beings in an indifferent or even hostile universe. And
belief, as always, became our reality. Struggle became our new
normal. And it was in that exact moment of forgetting that our
vibrational fall began.
The
energy that once flowed like a mighty river started to hit barriers
of fear, guilt, and shame. It began to stagnate, to rot. The river
turned into a swamp. And we started to believe the swamp was our only
possible home.
But
what exactly caused this disconnection? It wasn't an accident. It was
a specific event, a deliberate cut in our consciousness. And the
answer to that is stored in one of the best kept secrets in history.
A knowledge so vast it was attributed to a cosmic consciousness.
This
ancient knowledge doesn't just talk about what we lost. It reveals
exactly how that loss happened. It points to the exact mechanism that
interrupted the flow and trapped us in a low frequency reality. It's
a secret that explains why humanity lives in a state of spiritual
amnesia, repeating the same mistakes generation after generation.
Understanding
this mechanism is the first step to reversing it, to finally
remembering who we were before we were told who we should be. And
that memory leads us directly to a figure shrouded in mystery... a
master who according to legend held the keys to reality itself... a
being who understood the structure of the universe in a way our
modern science is only beginning to scratch the surface of. He knew
exactly how we were disconnected. And more importantly, he left
behind the map to find our way back home... a map that's been hidden
in plain sight for millennia... long before the pyramids sliced
through the desert sky, long before the religions we know today, a
colossal wisdom was entrusted to a legendary consciousness known in
Egypt as Thoth. He wasn't just a god with the head of an ibis. He was
the divine scribe, the architect of wisdom, the one who recorded the
destiny of souls and held the keys to science and magic. To the
Greeks he became Hermes, the messenger of the gods and to initiates
across all ages he is Hermes Trismegistus, the thrice great, the
master of masters, whose wisdom is the cornerstone of all western
esoteric philosophy.
Legends
whisper about the mythical book of Thoth, a set of papyri that
supposedly contain the secrets of the very structure of reality...
formulas to command the elements, the power to heal any disease, and
even the key to eternal life. It said this knowledge was so
overwhelming, so dangerous in unprepared minds that it was sealed and
hidden from humanity, meant to be revealed only when we were ready to
understand it.
This
book is the archetype of the famous Emerald Tablet where Thoth
inscribed the principles of the universe. For millennia, relic
hunters, occultists, and kings sought this power, believing Thoth's
secrets were about external domination. They thought the
transmutation of lead into gold was a chemical process to create
material wealth. They believed the teachings were about gaining power
over others, controlling nations, manipulating nature. But that was
the greatest and most brilliant red herring in the history of
spirituality. A smoke screen, a glittering veil designed to distract
the curious and protect the true jewel, the real power.
The
great secret Thoth guarded so carefully was never about manipulating
the universe out there. It was always about mastering the universe
that exists within us. The alchemy of turning lead into gold was
never about metals. It was a metaphor for the process of transforming
our densest, heaviest, darkest emotions like fear and shame into the
golden radiant light of pure enlightened consciousness.
The
power he taught wasn't to control others, but to achieve absolute
self-control. Thoth declared to the world one of the seven great
hermetic principles: Nothing rests, everything moves, everything
vibrates. That phrase became popular, but its true depth was lost.
People focused on trying to raise their vibration with superficial
methods, like repeating positive phrases while their hearts were full
of fear. They didn't realize they were ignoring the driving force.
The true cause behind all vibration.
The
secret isn't to paint a golden layer over the lead. The real secret
is to understand the mechanics behind vibration. Thoth knew that most
people would never grasp the inseparable relationship between two
forces that operate within us every second of our lives. They're not
two separate things, but two sides of the same coin... a cosmic dance
taking place on the stage of your soul. And it's the dynamic of this
dance that determines absolutely everything you experience in your
reality.
Understanding
this dance isn't just a key. It's the master key. Imagine two giant
gears perfectly interlocked, spinning at the center of your being.
They're so interconnected that it's impossible to move one without
the other, instantly moving in the same direction with the same
intensity. They are for all practical purposes one single machine.
Inside you, these two inseparable gears are called energy and
consciousness. They are in a perpetual dance, one feeding the other
in a continuous cycle that defines the quality of your existence at
every moment.
Neuroscientist,
Dr. Joe Dispenza, after decades studying the effects of meditation on
the brain, summed up this law in brutally simple terms: An
increase in energy results in an increase in consciousness, and an
increase in consciousness results in an increase in energy.
It's a
two-way street with no exceptions. You can't have one without the
other. They rise together and fall together. It's a fundamental law
of the inner universe, as certain as the law of gravity in the outer
universe.
Think
about your own experience. When you're sick, drained, low on energy,
what happens to your consciousness? Your thoughts turn negative. Your
perception of the world gets dull. It becomes almost impossible to
feel optimism or hope. Low energy drags consciousness down.
Now
remember a moment of epiphany, of deep clarity, a moment when you
understood something important about yourself. In that peak of high
consciousness, what happened to your energy? You felt a wave of
vitality, a power rushing through your body. High consciousness lifts
energy.
For a
long time, humanity has tried to manipulate this dance in the wrong
way. We've tried to force one of the gears to spin, hoping the other
would follow. We've tried to force consciousness upward with positive
thoughts and affirmations while our body is vibrating in exhaustion
and fear. Or we've tried to force energy upward with stimulants like
coffee and energy drinks while our consciousness is stuck in a loop
of worry and negativity. These are temporary fixes that only create
more imbalance. The fundamental mistake lies in trying to manipulate
the gears directly. It's like trying to spin a car's wheels with your
hands instead of using the engine.
The
true secret of Thoth, the mastery that the initiates sought, isn't in
pushing the gears of energy or consciousness. It's in taking control
of the engine that moves them both. There's a point of origin, a
master switch that regulates the speed and direction of this
inseparable dance. And that switch is something you already possess.
It's a tool you use every second of every day, from the moment you
wake up to the moment you fall asleep. The problem is you've been
using it on autopilot with no awareness of the creative or
destructive power you're wielding.
You've
been the pilot of a supersonic aircraft, but have let it fly on
factory settings, never once touching the controls. Taking control of
that switch is what separates a conscious creator from a victim of
circumstances. It's the point where you stop being an effect and
become the cause. And that switch, that driving force behind energy
and consciousness, is the most powerful and most underestimated tool
a human being has. Mastering it is the true path to freedom and
effortless manifestation.
The
engine that powers the inseparable dance of energy and consciousness,
the primary force that determines your vibrational frequency, is your
ATTENTION. Where your attention goes, your energy flows. This isn't a
motivational quote. It's the description of a fundamental law in the
physics of consciousness. Your attention is the most powerful tool
you have, the rudder that steers the ship of your life. It works like
a spotlight on a dark stage, lighting up and bringing into existence
whatever you focus on. The rest stays in the dark in the field of
unmanifested potential. It's not your random thoughts that create
your reality. It's the attention you invest in them.
A
thought is just a passing cloud. But a thought you focus your
attention on becomes a magnet. A single moment of genuine gratitude
where your attention is fully immersed in the feeling in your heart
has a thousand times more creative power than spending your whole day
mechanically repeating the word gratitude.
While
your attention is actually on a debt you're worried about or a grudge
you're holding on to. The quality and intensity of your attention is
what really matters. If your focus is constantly hijacked by disaster
news, by other people's drama, by fears about the future or regrets
about the past, then you're actively using your creative power to
water and nurture those weeds in your inner garden. You're energizing
scarcity, fear, and separation.
No
matter how many times you visualize a life of abundance, your
attention always wins. The problem is that the overwhelming majority
of humanity lives in a state of completely fragmented attention. Our
focus has been trained since childhood to be reactive, not directive.
It's hijacked every second by phone notifications, by click-bait
headlines, by useless conversations. Our inner spotlight is out of
control, blinking frantically between past and future, between guilt
and anxiety, rarely landing on the only place where real power
exists, the NOW.
We
live like passengers in a speeding car, staring fearfully out the
window, not realizing the steering wheel has always been in our
hands. This lack of mastery over our own attention is why people feel
powerless, like victims of life. They're trapped in a frequency they
didn't consciously choose without even realizing that the prison was
built and is maintained daily by the scattering of their own focus.
Attention
is the most valuable currency in the universe. But knowing that isn't
enough. If attention is the master switch, the obvious question is
where exactly should we direct it to cause real, deep, and lasting
change? It's not enough to just try to focus on good things. We need
surgical precision. We need a map that shows us the geography of our
inner world, that tells us where we are and what the next step is on
the journey of ascension.
Thankfully,
that map has already been decoded. It offers us unprecedented clarity
on the journey of human consciousness, showing the different levels
of power and the emotions that correspond to each one. With this map
in hand, the task of directing attention stops being a guessing game
and becomes a precise science of personal transformation. It shows us
the way to move out of the frequencies of suffering and into the
frequencies of power and creation.
Imagine
having in your hands a GPS map of your soul, a guide that shows
exactly where you are on your vibrational journey and what the most
direct route is to the next level of power and freedom. This map
isn't a theory. It exists. It was meticulously decoded over decades
of research by Dr. David R. Hawkins, who created the revolutionary
map of consciousness using kinesiology testing on thousands of
people.
He was
able to assign a precise numerical value to each emotion and human
state of being on a logarithmic scale ranging from 20 to 1,000. At
the very bottom of this scale, we find the densest and most
paralyzing states of existence where life feels like torment. There's
shame with a frequency of 20, guilt at 30, apathy at 50, grief at 75,
fear at 100, desire at a 125, and anger at a 150.
Living
predominantly in these levels is like trying to swim through
quicksand. Every movement takes Herculean effort, and the feeling of
powerlessness is constant. It's the realm of survival, brute force,
and victimhood.
The
most crucial turning point in the entire human journey, the great
gateway of transformation lies at the frequency of 200, courage. This
isn't just another step. It's the dividing line between weakness and
power. It's the exact moment when a soul stops blaming the world,
circumstances, or other people for its condition and starts taking
100% responsibility for its own energy and its own life. It's the
conscious decision that it has suffered enough and that it's ready to
seek the truth no matter what it takes.
Above
the portal of courage, we enter the realms of true power where life
stops being a struggle and becomes a flow. We pass through neutrality
250, willingness 310, acceptance 350, and then reach the higher
states everyone seeks: Love 500, joy 540, peace 600, and finally
enlightenment from 700 to 1,000. At these levels, synchronicity
becomes the norm. Manifestation flows effortlessly and reality seems
to cooperate with your intentions because your high frequency
naturally resonates with the abundance of the universe.
This
map offers us a clarity that is both liberating and brutal.
Liberating because it shows us the path, but brutal because it
reveals a shocking diagnosis of the current condition of humanity.
According to Hawkins extensive research, supported by ancient
esoteric teachings from many cultures, the overwhelming majority of
the world's population, around 98% of people, live with their
dominant energy stuck below the 200 level of courage. They're trapped
in an endless cycle of fear, desire, anger, and pride without even
knowing there's a way out.
The
reason for this mass stagnation isn't fate, karma, or bad luck. The
reason is a specific energetic block, a congestion of life force
energy located in three crucial points of the human body. This block
acts like an invisible anchor, preventing energy from rising to
higher levels of consciousness and power.
The
exact location of these blocks gives us the final clue to
understanding why all attempts at positive thinking fail in the long
run. You can't build a skyscraper on swampy ground. First, you have
to drain the swamp. And these three points of blockage are the
energetic swamp that keeps humanity trapped in a state of suffering.
Your
body is not just flesh and bone. It's a sophisticated energy system,
a vehicle for consciousness. In Eastern traditions, the main
processing centers of this system are known as chakras, energy
vortices that correspond directly to the levels of the scale of
consciousness. And it's here that the mystery of human stagnation is
finally revealed.
The
lowest levels of shame, guilt, fear, and anger are not just abstract
concepts. They are dense energies that accumulate and crystallize in
the first three energy centers of the body. These three lower portals
are the root chakra at the base of the spine linked to survival,
safety, and the material world, the sacral chakra below the navel
linked to sexuality, relationships and primal creativity, and the
solar plexus at the pit of the stomach linked to personal power,
identity and self-esteem.
This
is the exact location of the invisible prison where 98% of humanity
has its life force locked up defining their entire life experience
from a perspective of lack and struggle.
When
energy is blocked at the first portal, life becomes a constant
exhausting worry about money, shelter, and physical safety. The fear
of scarcity drains life force even if the person has resources.
In the
second portal, stagnant energy shows up as guilt, addictions,
insatiable desires, and a never ending cycle of toxic codependent
relationships.
And
when the main block is in the third portal, life turns into a
constant battle for power, control, status, and recognition, fueled
by anger and pride that are never satisfied.
Living
from these three centers is living in animal survival mode. Even if
you live in a mansion and drive a luxury car, you're constantly in a
reactive state to the external world, driven by your most basic
instincts of safety, reproduction, and domination. Your life is not
guided by your soul, but by your most primitive fears and desires.
You're not creating your reality. You're merely reacting to it day
after day.
Meanwhile,
the higher energy centers, the portals to higher consciousness,
remain mostly dormant, undernourished. The heart, the portal of
unconditional love, 500. The throat, the portal of authentic
expression. The third eye, the portal of intuition and wisdom. And
the crown, the portal of connection to unity and divine
consciousness.
The
life force energy which should flow freely through the entire system
like a spring gets trapped at the base, spinning in vicious circles
of fear, guilt, and anger. That's why your attempts to vibrate love
or feel gratitude often seem fake and unsustainable. You're trying to
turn on the lights on the top floor of a building whose first three
floors are on fire and cut off from power. The life force simply
can't reach that high.
This
block isn't a design flaw or divine punishment. It's the direct and
inevitable result of a defense mechanism we all learned in
childhood... a mechanism that in its desperate attempt to protect us
from emotional pain ended up becoming the very source of all our
adult suffering. It is the root of self-sabotage, repeating patterns,
and the feeling of powerlessness.
The
real alchemy isn't about adding more light, but about having the
courage to descend into those three burning portals and finally
release the energy that's been trapped there for so long. This
stagnant energy in the three lower portals is the root cause of all
the repetitive patterns that haunt you.
It
works like an invisible weight tied to your ankles. A vibrational
anchor that ensures no matter how high you try to jump, you'll always
be pulled back to the same place. It's the hidden force writing the
script of your life without your conscious permission.
Have
you ever wondered why despite all your efforts, it feels like you're
reliving the same dramas, just with different characters and
settings? This isn't some cruel coincidence of fate. It's the exact
manifestation of that energetic weight.
Think
about your relationships. You break up with an unavailable or
critical partner, swearing you'll never go through that again. Months
later, you find yourself drawn to someone who in a subtly different
way repeats the same pattern of abandonment or devaluation.
At
work. You quit a job where you felt exploited and unappreciated only
to find a new boss and a new culture that deep down make you feel
exactly the same. That repetition isn't bad luck. It's your stagnant
energy acting like a magnet, attracting people and situations that
resonate with the frequency of the original unhealed wound.
When
an intense emotion like fear, rejection, or anger happens, especially
in childhood, and it's not fully processed, its energy doesn't just
magically disappear. It crystallizes in your energy field, lodging
itself in the portal that corresponds to its nature. A humiliation
lodges as shame in the first portal. A betrayal as pain in the
second. An injustice as anger in the third.
A
lifetime of small and large repressions of holding back tears and
pretending everything's fine creates layer upon layer of that dense
energy forming an energetic mass that operates in your subconscious.
That mass of unprocessed energy acts like an invisible operating
system. It filters your perception of reality, making you see the
world through the lens of your pain.
A
person with deep scarcity energy, for example, could win the lottery.
But their internal programming will lead them to lose it all, whether
through bad investments, excessive generosity, or self-sabotage. They
need unconsciously to validate the belief that money doesn't last or
I don't deserve to be rich.
The
outer world simply obeys the command of your dominant inner
vibration. The most shocking and exhausting part of all this isn't
carrying the weight of these emotions itself. It's the colossal
amount of life force you spend every day to keep them suppressed.
Imagine
holding a beach ball underwater. The effort to keep it submerged is
constant and tiring. That's exactly what you do with your repressed
emotions. You use your life force to police your inner world to make
sure those monsters in the basement of your psyche don't escape and
rise to the surface. That effort of suppression is the true cause of
your chronic fatigue, your apathy, your procrastination, and your
inability to maintain a high vibration for long.
You're
not tired of life. You're exhausted from the silent civil war
happening inside you 24/7. You're fighting against yourself. And the
only way to win that war isn't to fight harder, but to declare a
ceasefire. The only way to win is to surrender. But how do you
surrender to something you've spent your whole life fighting and
fearing? The answer to that question defies everything we've been
taught about strength and control.
The
key isn't building taller walls to contain the pain. It's learning
how to dismantle the dam that in trying to protect you from becoming
your biggest prison. And that dam has a name, a specific mechanism
that operates in all of us - a conditioned reflex that is the source
of all energetic imprisonment.
From
the moment we're born, we learn a dangerous and deeply destructive
lesson: That feeling certain things is wrong, unacceptable. Boys
don't cry. Good girls don't get angry. Stop being scared. That's
silly. No one ever sat next to us and handed us a manual on how to
navigate the overwhelming intensity of those energetic waves we call
emotions. We weren't taught to feel. We were taught to hide. And so
our primary instinct, reinforced by family and society, became to
resist at all costs.
When
an uncomfortable emotion rises up from within, our entire nervous
system goes on high alert. The body tightens, breath shortens,
muscles contract. An automatic command fires through our being. A
silent mantra echoing in our minds. I don't want to feel this. This
is dangerous. I need to make it stop. And that contraction, that
denial, that desperate resistance is the very glue that seals the
bricks of our energetic prison. It's the act of slamming the door
shut on a part of ourselves. What we don't understand in our survival
programming is that the emotion itself is harmless.
The
word emotion comes from the Latin emo, which means energy in
motion. That's all it is. A wave of pure energy that if allowed would
pass through our body system in about 90 seconds. As neuroscientists
like Dr. Jill Bolte Taylor explain, it's a quick and intense storm.
But it passes.
However,
by resisting it, by trying to hold it back, we freeze it in time and
in the body. We build an internal dam to hold back the river of
feelings and the energy that should flow freely turns into a stagnant
puddle which over time becomes toxic.
Resistance
doesn't protect us from pain. It perpetuates it. It makes it
permanent. It's the act of resisting sadness that turns it into a
chronic state of depression. It's the resistance to fear that turns
it into a generalized anxiety disorder. It's the resistance to anger
that turns it into a deep bitterness that corrodes the soul. This
escape mechanism, this fight-or-flight reaction turned inward on our
own emotional world, may have helped us survive in childhood. It
might have kept us alive in a hostile family environment or during
abuse where expressing feelings was genuinely dangerous. The problem
is that this survival software is still running in our adult
operating system long after the original threat is gone. And now it
has become the main cause of our suffering.
The
energy you spend every day to keep that emotional dam standing is the
same energy you're lacking to build the career of your dreams, to
nurture a healthy relationship, to take care of your body... or to
have mental clarity. You're exhausted because you're in a constant
fight against the flow of your own life force that pulses inside you.
The way out, therefore, isn't building a stronger dam or finding more
efficient distractions. The way out is to do the unthinkable, the
counter-intuitive. Learn to open the floodgates.
To
open the floodgates, it takes an act of radical courage... an act
that goes against all of your programming. You have to stop treating
your emotions as enemies and start seeing them for what they really
are - messengers, parts of you that were exiled and just want to be
heard and reintegrated.
There
is a method for doing this, an alchemical principle that transforms
the very nature of pain. The ancient alchemists in their dusty labs
weren't really trying to transform metal. That was the coded
language, the symbolic veil for the most secret, sacred, and powerful
process of all, inner alchemy. The lead, dense and heavy, was never
about the metal. It was a metaphor for our contracted consciousness,
loaded with the density of pain, fear, and shame. And the gold,
bright, incorruptible and radiant, was not the precious metal. It was
the symbol of enlightened consciousness, free, expanded, and pure.
The
technique being revealed to you now is the philosopher's stone
itself, the method to transmute the lead of your stagnant energy into
the gold of your true self. And the secret of that transmutation is
so simple. It disarms and challenges the logical mind.
If
resistance is what freezes energy and traps it in the body, then
surrender is what melts it and sets it free. The key is doing the
exact opposite of what your conditioned survival instinct screams for
you to do. Instead of running from the emotion, you turn and face it
head on with open eyes. Instead of repressing the feeling, you
welcome it into your inner space. Instead of distracting yourself
with your phone, work, or food, you give it your full focused
unconditional attention.
This
act of surrender has nothing to do with giving up, being passive, or
becoming a doormat for life. On the contrary, it's an act of supreme
courage, a demonstration of inner power. It's the conscious decision
to willingly dive into the fire of the sensation you fear the most...
trusting that on the other side, there is not the annihilation your
mind imagines, but the liberation your soul longs for.
It's
walking into the storm instead of trying to build a stronger shelter.
This path requires activating that frequency that lives at the 200
level on the Hawkins scale. Courage. Not the physical courage to face
an external danger, but the spiritual courage to stop running from
yourself. The courage to say yes to your internal experience,
whatever it may be. The courage to fully feel the shame, the fear,
the guilt, the anger in their totality without the filter of judgment
and without the compulsive need to fix, analyze, or change anything
at all.
It's
an act of radical, unconditional love for the darkest, most wounded,
and rejected parts of yourself. It's like hugging a scared child
inside you instead of locking them in the basement. And it is in that
moment of loving absolute presence that the magic of alchemy happens.
The frozen energy under the intense heat of your focused
consciousness begins to melt. The lead of pain starts to transform
under the immense pressure of your presence. And what emerges is no
longer pain, but the pure bright light that was always there, waiting
to be rediscovered.
You
realize that the pain wasn't the problem. The problem was your
resistance to the pain. When you surrender to the sensation, you
don't feed it. You metabolize it. The energy that was trapped in a
pattern of contraction is finally released to flow again, rising
through your energy centers and nourishing the higher portals of your
being.
Surrender
doesn't make you weak. It makes you an open channel for the power of
the universe. And this courageous surrender isn't some abstract
concept. It's a practice, a sacred process with clear steps that
anyone can apply to begin dismantling the energetic prison brick by
brick. It's the practical application of alchemy in your own life. A
method to transform your greatest suffering into your greatest
strength.
Now,
let's get into the practice... the how to, the real life application
of this alchemy in your life. When a dense emotion arises, whether
it's a wave of panic, a stab of jealousy, or a deep sadness, instead
of following the automatic pattern of escape or repression, you will
make a conscious pause. You will stop everything and then you will
follow these three sacred steps.
The
first step is locate the sensation. Close your eyes for a moment.
Completely forget the story your mind is telling about why you feel
this way. Ignore the drama, the characters, the plot. Bring your
attention inward and ask where physically do I feel this. Is it a
tightness in your chest that makes it hard to breathe? A lump in your
throat that keeps you from speaking? A fire burning in your stomach?
An emptiness? A weight on your shoulders? You don't need to give the
emotion an intellectual name. Just feel it as a pure raw physical
sensation. Give it a place in your body. Acknowledge its physical
presence without judgment. Just observe. This simple act of locating
begins to separate you from the emotion, turning you from victim into
observer.
The
second step is the most crucial and the most challenging. Allow full
expression. This is the moment of surrender. You're going to give
full permission for that energy to move however it wants to.
Surrender completely to the sensation. If the urge to cry comes,
don't hold back the tears. Cry hard. Sob. Let the pain out. If your
body wants to shake, tremble, contort, let it. If there's a scream
stuck in your throat, go somewhere safe, like inside your car or with
your face buried in a pillow, and let it out. Let go of any need to
control the experience or appear civilized. Your only task is to be
in a safe space for the energy to move. During this process, your
mind will panic. It'll bombard you with victim stories, catastrophic
scenarios, harsh self- judgments. You're weak. This is never going to
end. It's so and so's fault. Ignore it. Treat those thoughts like
background noise from a poorly tuned radio. Keep your focus gently
anchored in the physical sensation in your body. The mind wants to
pull you into the drama of the story. Your task is to stay with the
truth of the energy in the body. The story is the past. The energy is
the now. Stay in the now.
The
third and final step is breathe through it. Start breathing deeply
and consciously, but with a specific intention. Imagine that you're
breathing in and sending your breath directly into the center of the
physical sensation. Don't breathe to try to push the sensation away
or get rid of it. Breathe to be with it, to hold it with your
presence, to infuse it with the energy of your awareness. Stay
present with the wave of energy, riding it with your breath until it
loses strength on its own. You'll know the release has happened
because you'll feel an unmistakable physical and energetic shift, a
sudden lightness, a sense of space opening where there was once
contraction, a deep silence where there was once noise and chaos. It
may be subtle or dramatic, but the shift is real.
When
you do this fully for the first time, you break a spell that's lasted
your whole life. You prove to yourself on a cellular level that you
are bigger than any emotion and that freedom doesn't lie in the
absence of storms, but in your ability to become the vast sky that
allows them all to pass.
This
process of conscious release isn't just a wellness tool. It's the
gateway to one of the deepest psychological and spiritual works a
human being can undertake - the confrontation and integration of
your own shadow, the place where your greatest treasures are hidden.
This
sacred process of emotional release isn't just a technique to feel
better in the moment. It's the key that opens the door to the
basement of your psyche. The place Swiss psychologist Carl Jung
called the shadow. The shadow is our personal storage room of
everything we consider unacceptable, shameful, bad, or weak within
ourselves. It's home to our repressed rage, hidden greed, secret
envy, denied vulnerability, and feared power. Jung once said it is
one of the deepest truths in psychology. Until you make the
unconscious conscious, it will direct your life and you will call it
fate - your repetitive patterns, your failed relationships, your
self-sabotage, your bad luck. It's all your unintegrated shadow at
the helm of your ship, steering your life while you, the conscious
captain, believe it's all just chance.
Every
time you use the release technique and allow yourself to fully feel a
repressed emotion, you're actually performing a rescue. You're going
down into the basement with a flashlight and bringing a piece of your
shadow into the light of awareness. You're rescuing a part of
yourself that was exiled long ago. This work requires brutal,
relentless honesty with yourself. It's the act of stopping the blame
game and finally looking in the mirror.
It's
saying without sugar coating, "Yes, that furious rage is mine.
Yes, that corrosive envy is mine. Yes, that desperate neediness is
mine. Yes, that paralyzing fear is mine. And when you do that, when
you take ownership of your own darkness, something miraculous
happens. You stop projecting it onto the outside world. You stop
seeing others as the cause of your problems... the tyrant boss, the
narcissistic partner, the backstabbing friend, the corrupt
government. You begin to realize they weren't the cause of your pain,
but actors hired by your subconscious. They were mirrors reflecting
the energy of the shadow you refused to see and feel within yourself.
The
universe was sending you messengers to show you what was in your
basement. But instead of thanking the message, you were smashing the
mirror and blaming the messenger.
When
you integrate the shadow, you fire the actors and take the lead role
in your own life. Facing the shadow can be terrifying at first
because we're dismantling the false idealized image we've built of
ourselves, the persona of the good one, the spiritual one, the
victim.
There's
a deep and liberating secret in this process. The shadows we fear
most aren't our enemies. They are actually our greatest allies, the
guardians of our greatest treasures and powers. They are parts of our
life force that have been fragmented and distorted.
In the
darkness of your repressed rage, you won't find evil. You'll find
your strength, your passion, your ability to set healthy boundaries
and say no. In the depths of your uncried grief, you'll find your
immense capacity to love deeply and connect with others. In the
vulnerability of your fear, you won't find weakness. You'll find your
indomitable courage and sensitivity.
The
shadow contains the power you gave up in order to be accepted. By
integrating the shadow, you don't become a perfect flawless being.
You become whole. And that wholeness, that integration of light and
darkness is the true source of personal power and authenticity.
You
stop living a divided life and become a unified being. And this
practice of integration isn't a one-time event. It's a continuous
discipline, a new way of living that turns your everyday life into a
journey of constant alchemy.
True
spiritual transformation doesn't happen in a weekend retreat or a
single cathartic event. Those moments can be powerful catalysts, but
real mastery is built in the fabric of daily life. The release of a
major emotional load can bring immense relief and a significant
vibrational boost. But true freedom comes through constant
disciplined practice.
Inner
alchemy becomes a new way of life, a spiritual discipline that
integrates into every moment of your day. Use this technique of
feeling and releasing for everything, not just for big crisis.
That
small irritation that shows up in traffic, the twinge of anxiety
before an important meeting, the subtle sadness when you see an old
photo, the sting of envy while scrolling through social media. Each
one of these small emotional reactions is an invitation to the
practice. Each one is a golden opportunity to release one more little
layer of stagnant energy to clear a bit more of the basement and
become a little freer, a little lighter.
Don't
wait for the flood. Learn to deal with each drop. Create simple daily
rituals to support your inner alchemy. Start the day not by grabbing
your phone, but with a few minutes of silence. Close your eyes and
just feel your body. What's the state of your energy today? Is there
tension, anxiety, peace? Just observe without judgment, like checking
the weather. And at the end of the day, before bed, take 5 or 10
minutes to do an emotional checkout. Ask yourself, what did I swallow
today? What didn't I allow myself to feel in the rush of the day?
Then
process whatever comes up. Be patient and deeply compassionate with
yourself during this process. Some emotions, especially those
repressed for decades, like childhood trauma or pain from past
relationships, carry an immense energetic load. They are like
icebergs, and you only see the tip.
You
may need to revisit the same feeling of abandonment or injustice many
times, releasing small pieces each time, layer by layer, like peeling
an onion. There's no rush. You're undoing a lifetime of conditioning.
Every layer released is victory.
With
each consistent practice, you'll start to notice a subtle but
profound shift in your life. Your overall reactivity will drop
dramatically. Situations and people that used to drive you crazy and
steal your peace for hours or days will start to feel strangely
neutral. You'll observe them, maybe feel a small flicker of the old
emotion, but it won't stick to you anymore. It will pass through you
like a passing cloud instead of settling in like a storm. You'll feel
lighter, more present, more grounded in yourself, less dependent on
validation or other people's behavior to feel okay. This is the
undeniable proof that the technique is working.
Your
dominant vibration, your energetic set point is rising on the scale
of consciousness. And this rise isn't temporary or forced like it was
before. It's permanent because you're not just changing your mood.
You're rewriting your very energetic structure from the ground up.
And as this new energetic structure solidifies, something
extraordinary starts to happen in the world around you. Your new,
clearer, higher vibrational signature begins to interact with the
quantum field in a completely different way, tuning into an entirely
new reality.
As you
continue to practice daily alchemy, clearing the energetic static
from your three lower portals, something extraordinary and inevitable
begins to happen. Your vibrational signature, the sum total of your
energetic frequency, becomes clearer, more coherent, and higher. And
the quantum field, the sea of infinite potential from which all
matter emerges, starts responding to this new transmission. The field
doesn't respond to your wishes, your words, or your vision boards. It
responds solely and exclusively to your dominant frequency, your
state of being.
When
your vibration was anchored in fear, guilt, and scarcity, you were
tuned in like a radio to a station that only played songs of
struggle, hardship, and limitation. And the universe, like an
obedient DJ, gave you exactly that, more experiences that confirmed
and reinforced your low frequency. You weren't unlucky. You were
perfectly tuned into a reality of bad luck.
The
law of resonance is impersonal and infallible. Like attracts like,
always. As you practice release and raise your frequency to the
levels of courage, acceptance, and eventually love and joy, you
change your radio station. You tune into a completely new field of
possibilities. A parallel reality that's always been available, but
was invisible to you from your old frequency.
The
new vibration you emit begins to naturally sync with events, people,
and opportunities that match it. Synchronicity becomes your new
normal. The right people show up in your life at the exact moment you
need them. Opportunities that once seemed out of reach suddenly
appear out of nowhere, like they just fell into your lap. The
solution to a problem that's haunted you for years suddenly becomes
obvious during a moment of insight in the shower. This isn't magic in
the superstitious sense of the word. It's physics. It's the law of
resonance in action.
Clear
and direct. You're no longer fighting against the current of life.
You've become the current itself. The universe which once seemed
indifferent, random, or even hostile starts to reveal itself as your
greatest partner, your co-creator. Things begin to flow to you in a
way that's much faster, more enjoyable, and effortless. You realize
the deep and liberating truth that the universe doesn't give you what
you want. It gives you what you are. Manifestation stops being a
process of forcing, chasing, and struggling and becomes a process of
allowing, receiving, and being. You become a conscious co-creator, an
active partner in the dance of creation. The world around you
transforms into a faithful mirror of the peace, clarity, and power
you finally claimed within yourself. You stop trying to change the
reflection in the mirror and start working on the one looking into
it. And the reflection has no choice but to change to match your new
internal image.
This
new reality isn't the final goal. It's just the natural consequence
of something much greater, much deeper, and infinitely more valuable:
The attainment of your permanent freedom - the ultimate goal of this
journey. The true treasure at the end of the road was never about
reaching a state of perpetual happiness or never feeling a negative
emotion again. That's a childish fantasy that only leads to more
frustration.
The
real goal, the supreme prize is freedom. The freedom to no longer be
a slave to your unconscious and reactive patterns. The freedom to no
longer be a puppet of your past traumas and your fears about the
future. The freedom to be the master of your own inner universe. It's
the freedom to feel the full spectrum of the human experience from
the deepest pain to the most ecstatic joy. Knowing that you have the
capacity to allow any wave to pass through you without destroying
you, without defining you.
It's
the freedom to be authentically yourself with all your light and all
your shadow in a state of wholeness, integration, and quiet power.
Every day you practice, you become more free because you're not
clinging to any emotion and you're not repressing any either. You
become the silent observer, the vast sky that allows all clouds,
light or dark, to pass without resistance.
In
this state of inner freedom, the power to manifest the reality you
desire becomes a natural consequence of your being, no longer a
desperate goal to chase. You no longer need complex visualization
techniques, vision boards, or manifestation rituals because your own
clear and elevated vibrational signature is the most powerful magnet
there is.
You
naturally align with your soul's purpose and the entire universe
conspires to support this unique and divine expression. That is you.
The scribe taught that every thought is a spell and every word is
a portal. Now you understand this not as a metaphor but on a
cellular energetic level.
You
have become the scribe of your own reality, the alchemist of your own
being. You've learned to take the heavy lead of your pain, your fear,
and your shame, and transmute it through the fire of your conscious
presence into the radiant gold of your true essence. You're no longer
at the mercy of life. You dance with it.
This
information found you at this exact moment because you were ready.
The call of your soul for freedom became louder than the noise of
your fear. The secret that has been hidden for millennia, veiled in
symbols and metaphors, now pulses through your veins as living
knowledge, as direct experience.
You
faced your shadows and discovered they were guarding your greatest
treasures. You broke free from the prison of the three lower portals
and opened the way for the energy of life to flow through your heart.
The journey has been deep. The transformation is real and
irreversible. The life you once knew is over. A new existence
vibrating at a higher, clearer, and freer frequency has just begun.
The book of your life, which once felt like it was written by someone
else, is now blank with open pages, waiting for a new author. Pick up
the pen. That author is you.
from
YouTube @TheHermeticCodex on October 12, 2025